Hectic Week

Ok, so not only am I in the process of looking for a (decent, sane, compatible) roommate, but I am also looking to find someone to sublet my room while I am gone on a 3-month trip to Europe starting in April. All in the midst of trying to plan my trip and possibly find a part-time day job to make some extra money! Instead of making things easy, the internet seems to be confounding my efforts! Just when I get started working on something, the browser will shut down and I'm half expecting it to do so when I try to post this. Lord help me if I just jinxed the one page that hasn't closed on me yet! I can't wait to be gone and away from all this crap - even though I have to come back to it all eventually, I just want to get away. I don't even know what I'm doing with my life right now and I am trying to seek God's direction. I must admit that I wish He would be more clear because I'm tired of feeling like I'm freaking out! : )
In a way it's all funny and I want to laugh because what else can I do, but at the same time it's so frustrating and I want to cry and just throw in the towel. But a story that I heard on Sunday comes to mind at the moment... It's about a soldier who is on a long, strenuous training hike and he tells his commanding officer that he can't take another step. His officer tells him to head to the van and they'll take him back to base camp. So he does and the officer yells at him to keep going because he was able to take that single step towards quitting, so that meant that he could take another step! He just needed to step in the right direction. So it's not necessarily that I want to quit (though sometimes I feel like I want to, but then what, you know?), but it's just that I don't know where I'm going, so it's hard to keep walking when I feel like I've lost my direction...
HELP! That's all I've got at the moment...